LOVE?

                                       LOVE?
lying here thinking of the reason behind love
lay for hours couldnt find a reason then i remembered
A moment when i was still wrapped in the embrace of love
The feelings i had,the moments i shared,flashes of a smile that has since fadded
I was happy,fufilled until,
The change began,
It started slowly but surely,creeping into my proffesed relationship
First temptation was doubt,which kicked out trust
Not knowing that once trust was gone the foundation to my casa de amour was destroyed.
Thinking that was all but it was only the beginning
The lies began,it became such a habit that we lied just so we prevent others from knowing
Then resentment,
Then bickery,
Then suspicion and then,
the mother of them all hate.
I became a monster and she became a vixen
Surely there was no way for the world to accomodate us both
The hate became so much i dreamt of choking the life out of her while she slept
She slept with my friends and associates  just to scorn me
She became a bitch but nevertheless she was my bitch
Soon she lost all loyalty and fell for another man
Now i am old and srawning without my first love,
Thought i was the monster her boss and master
Never knowing i was the prey for the "bitch" called MONEY.