LOVE?

                                       LOVE?
lying here thinking of the reason behind love
lay for hours couldnt find a reason then i remembered
A moment when i was still wrapped in the embrace of love
The feelings i had,the moments i shared,flashes of a smile that has since fadded
I was happy,fufilled until,
The change began,
It started slowly but surely,creeping into my proffesed relationship
First temptation was doubt,which kicked out trust
Not knowing that once trust was gone the foundation to my casa de amour was destroyed.
Thinking that was all but it was only the beginning
The lies began,it became such a habit that we lied just so we prevent others from knowing
Then resentment,
Then bickery,
Then suspicion and then,
the mother of them all hate.
I became a monster and she became a vixen
Surely there was no way for the world to accomodate us both
The hate became so much i dreamt of choking the life out of her while she slept
She slept with my friends and associates  just to scorn me
She became a bitch but nevertheless she was my bitch
Soon she lost all loyalty and fell for another man
Now i am old and srawning without my first love,
Thought i was the monster her boss and master
Never knowing i was the prey for the "bitch" called MONEY.

 RAGE

 Angry thoughts,ragging emotions,lines without boundaries
An emotional wreck, a mindless behaviour,uncurbing to the norm
How disasterous and enveloping that red hot ink of darkness
Hmmm,be far from me or u might get my full wrath.

Oh ye who look for danger lurking in the bushes be careful
Cause trouble and evil hide around the bend
When the howling of the wind sheds the mind of all sanity
Then the realm of the great beneath reveals itself.

Who is the man behind the rage?
Me,him,the betrayed,the unforgiving,the unjustly accused
The man u see in the mirror,your alter ego
Yourself.

You find out its all needless rage without some to love.

MY FOREVER NOW

                                         MY FOREVER NOW
NOW AND FOREVER THE DARKNESS REMAINS
FLOWING PAST THE ABYSS OF SORROW
THE LOOK IN HER EYE WHEN THAT UNWANTED FEELING POPS UP
OH HOW I DREAD THE FEELING OF A LONELY HEART
BUT STILL I REMAIN YET I AM UNSEEN

AS UNSEEN AS THE SHADOW IN THE DARK
HOW DEPRESSING,HOW SUDDEN DEATH CAN CHANGE THE PATH OF MAN
UNRAVELED BY THE MAKINGS OF THE VAIN THINGS
KNOWING TRULY WHAT MATTERS
THEN U SEE AND REALISE THE PRECIOUS GIFT OF LOVE AND LIFE

IS IT REALLY WORTH IT
HUH?